APOCALYPTIC TIMES

Book release: The Unveiling

2009-12-10T05:48:00.000-08:00

Written in the last year, this title is about how the fiction "Nothing" is behind a whole culture of deceit and destruction. It is ego's God: ego believes in Nothing because it wants in-existence.

A few years ago I began, like many others, to experience a dawning, lets say spiritual, realisation:. At the centre was the revelation-experience how the existential fraud Nothing, is controlling society from science (examination of dead material), religion (nothing as God) to economy (money) to art (objects). This Nothing-God iswhat the ancient spiritual philosophers called “the greatest devil of all”.

With understanding Nothing came also a new interpretation of the nature of reality and its utter misrepresentation in contemporary literature, philosophy, cultural criticism - even to some extend in spiritualism not particular restricted to New-Age. Without comparison here a few examples of the same phenomena of awakening of consciousness in an apocalyptic age Eckhardt Tolle's early The Power of Now (1997), Warchowsky's The Matrix trilogy (1999-2004), William Arntz's What The Bleep Do We Know (2004), Daniel Pinchbeck's 2012: The Return of Quetzalcoatl (2006), among many Slavoj Zizek's In Defense of Lost Causes (2008), Dan Brown's (horribly written) The Lost Symbol (2009) among a load of neo-spiritualist literature about the 2012 phenomena. (Greg Bradden, Major Jenkins etc). Though widely different they all attempt to describe central phenomena in rediscovering spirituality in a cosmic perspective.

One realises that the duality Nothing vs truth has controlled common thinking for about 13,000 years. In fact when repeated it inevitably becomes a real comedy. It is really the tale of The Emperor's New Clothes written by my fellow country man H.C. Andersen applied to a wide range of phenomena – in that way he anticipated what was to come profoundly. Take for example how the cultural life encircling the art world and academic philosophy has not only been religious to the point of an obsession – built around a symbolic “sacred” nothing of which everything evolved. This kind of nihilism wasn't removed from religion – it was in fact a much greater, permeating religion than any other historic. And it is quite easy to show, completely derailed from any truth and sense.

This nothing seemed by closer inspection to almost encircle every corner of society apart from the rapidly evolving new spiritual communities flourishing especially online. Nothing was held up as an illusion through a psychology-structuring language with an intimate relationship to ego.

This “religion” is intimate even to science in the form of the historical search for the vacuum or the present pursuit of the understanding of the so called “invisible dark matter” through to the Large Hydron Collider in Basel. To my surprise Western religion and philosophy operated with the idea of the world created out of an obscure nothing, how intimately nothing was coupled with ego and the maintainance of status quo, or driven to its extreme, a suicidal drive.

The book is about how the religion of nothing is structured, written in an accessible way for most readers without an over-ornamentation of literary references in contrast to the modern prose of philosophy which attempts to outdo on the basis of aesthetically pleasing references with out too much real impact.

Intimately connected to the solutions to many of the problems we face in terms of spiritual identity, economic- & environmental crisis and finally divisions among people. The culmination of the non-existence of ego seemed to be the epochal moment of a full evolution of a new cosmic enlightened man.

From the introduction:

Ancient Mayans thought this symbolic nothing to be some kind of God of the underworld - and sacrificed humans to keep him happy. Apparently we are just at the verge of doing this again today on a much greater scale. Our question hence for investigation - how can you fear (a) Nothing?

You actually can - though it's something of a contradiction (if there ever was one) and, well, really a bad idea. You can only fear the illusion Nothing: If there isn't anything to produce fear, there is not anything to be afraid of. On the other hand if we really believe in a nothing, or rather include it in meaningful talk, then the thing Nothing really comes with spontaneous fear. A fear with a fundamental belief-system at the base of a culture maintaining a catastrophic course.

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Cover art : Cornelius van Haarlem The Fall of Man rendered by R.T.Hansen
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Oil on canvas, 273 x 220 cm
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Setting ego free

2009-12-09T08:43:00.000-08:00

The Universe is a reflection of a reflection. Of joy to create. And destroy sometimes - or so it seems to the attentive, but unreflective observer.

BUT Rather where there seems to be destruction there is just creation. The Universe never destroys. This is central for understanding. Everything is change as we learn from TAO.

What do we mean by transcendent ego - how can something that does not exist, form something which has a centre?

First - it is there because it is belived to be there - because man thinks ego is there and behaves accordingly to what has been called super-ego - today this principle is gone and exchanged with satisfying the BIG OTHER, or we could call it the BIG NOTHING..This is the topic at all mostly avoided by all the available scriptures from spiritualists.

It is: why do ego-society seem to grow?

Understand the importance of this question: Why does the spiritualist, still caught in his ego, fight to save man-kind?

God is there all over!

The question that appears to the spiritualist concerned for humanity and truth is this: Why is mankind on a catastrophic course? why does man seem to be doomed?

Because the spiritualist can not save him self he tries to save others. The ultimate ego to remain is that of letting go of the ignorant man surrounding the spiritualist. This is why he is stoned to death. For speaking against God. For having such a GIGANTIC ego that he cannot stop trying to convince the other people of that their view of the world is wrong!

How can you force a horse which is not thirsty to drink? How can you grow corn in a desert?

Is there a point of knowing about this evol-ution? God, She who knows, Her knowledge is infite. She has perfect Being. She is the Universe and One. This we must understand.

We sometimes tend to doubt this perfection of God. of truth:

When we see wars, famine, ego-society, ego's quest for self-destruction and rape, ego's wish for non-existence. When we see the ultimate black hole approaching waiting to swallow everything up. Which is natural for the spiritualist caught in his heart. This is the nature even of the spiritualist in that time.

Do a flower escape a forest fire? How can it?

This wish for non-existence og ego can appear as non-sense. Man's ignorance in ego is God's ignorance, they are not separate. Ego makes Nothing God - it stands there as an illusion and has two meanings. You read every philosopher and spiritualist who mentions this Nothing as ssomething meaningful and you see who is preaching the most nonsense according to their own ego.

We see that God captured in ego's wish for illusory non-existence and peace can appear as almost a logical extention of being born into what he thinks is suffering - being parted from bliss constantly. This we must understand: For the uninvited, for those who are enstranged from God - existence seem meaningless. They seem to see no purpose, which is the game of ego-mind.

How does God build his Universe with magic and no effort? HE uses the force of attraction and no effort. From the ashes is the perfect condition for the plant capable of surviving the fire.

Consider a kichen: It is constantly dirty if we do not keep it clean. The labouring house wife only knows this - not the pandering walking philosopher monk. We must labour every day to make sure that the kitchen sink does not get clogged up. Sow new crop. Harvest and prepare.

As everything moves in cycles we see that there is a time for spring and a time for autum. Some plants wither away, but there will always be a seed because this is the nature of the infinite Being.

How does nature evolve? What is a seed but a tiny fraction of the body. Everything else dies away. Only this seed plants the next generation. Why should we weep over that which withers away and dies as a natural part of the progression of the divine spirit? All body must die but spirit remains.

What the ancients couldn't see was that God's labour even with the ego. Man in ego is not man separate from God. He is also God labouring for God. God is perfect. Look at the body. Look at the infinity of Gods genius. How can we doubt Gods genius. She is the only genius there! Creating, labouring, cleaning out whats left over, healing the dirty water.

All creation is healing. Even what seems not so.

Something never happens which we should question. Because this will be misery. As the saying goes all snowflakes fall perfectly. We heal by internalising something and then take consequence. This is the ancient principle of healing in the Universe. So with ego.

Ego-society seems to form a central ego-entity which in fiction mostly is manifested as a central mainframe computer. Manifested in Being.

It is also in real life the Pharao, the Raja, the Titan, the occultist, who have become a financial conglomorate power controlling the world seeking to create a One World Government, a fascist dictatorship where everyone else will either be killed or slave in poverty. Or so ego wants You to fear.

Why does God do this - because there is a tendency among spiritualist to see this as a decease, as not a part of God? This my question.

Like there is only transcendence in God, just before man is being born cosmically he will undergo a transformation and become trancendental ego. This negative consciousness, which is abstraction, will turn into a connected mind through the absorption of transcendental ego of the radiant ONE..

The wish to understand transcendental ego can be comparred with what modern science and physicist are trying to "achieve" with LHC in Switzerland: the final disruption of the material Universe. The end of life on Earth. Because even if we through ego achieve the powers of God, which is impossible, what would there be to destroy? Nothing. Only the illusion of it.

What is the purpose of the Titan, of the ego-society? The question is mundane; It is for the Earth to flower.

Through its reversals like water is being transported into the rivers. Do we question how rain is being collected so it can flow into the rivers. No. There is no need to do so. It iss simply Gods Karma to do so. The LHC will achieve exactly the opposite of what ignorant man thinks. The same will the Titan. For this we can be them eternally grateful.

There is not anything to fear, the only fear possible is Nothing. Which is illusion. For how can we fear that which is perfected already?

GOD is there to heal if you wish. If you surrender.

Be blessed, the Universe radiates with our LOVE

and it pierces our souls, to eternal laughter and the sound of

Ohm-Ohm-Ohm

Taoshoobuddha on meditation

2009-12-06T12:16:00.000-08:00

I read quite a few guide to meditation and this is one of the very best. In fact these days Im just learning surrender. Heres a few quotes:

One Sufi Naqshbandi master Shakuntala Devi, always used to bless any one bowing to her by saying “BE ALWAYS HAPPY”. If you really decipher these simple words, these will manifest a totally new realm. When a master says something, the seeker needs to introspect on these words. The master can never be wrong or unconscious. The very fact that he or she is a master implies now something has changed within. A master may look like you, but in reality he differs in his understanding of the cosmic phenomena and awareness. None of his actions are ever guided by unconscious. Even when he moves his hands he is totally aware of this.
Let this be your meditation each moment. A new meaning will unfold in life. Serenity, blessedness will engulf you. Only then it can be said that you are living in the image of a master. Then something of the master, his awareness, his understanding, will be part of you as blessing.

Especially he reference to how oneness solves dualities. It i the work of a true living master. A real Buddha manifested into Being:

Thus, there are two steps in meditation. The first step is not to be in conflict within you. And thus will not allow any conflict and split to happen any longer within! Do not allow things like, mind fighting with body; reason fighting with feelings; and feeling fighting with sexuality. Have you not observed a continuous fight going on? Without any gap or break it continues.
With such things going on, you cannot be happy. Unless these warring elements embrace one another within, stop warring, fall in love with one another, or dissolve into one another, there is no possibility of happiness. In such a case, happiness will remain a hope never fulfilled. Happiness is the shadow of harmony. Happiness or bliss follows harmony.
There is no other way to be happy. Unless you are in harmony, you can go on striving for happiness; in return you will get only frustration and misery. Just as a shadow follows you wherever you go, so too happiness will follow you when you are in total harmony!
The first step in this process happens within you. And when you have become one pulse without any division, one wave of energy with no antagonism, with no distinction of lower and higher, without any choice, no evaluation, no judgment, when you are simply one, then happens the second step. When you are one, you can see oneness. The eyes get clear then.
When you are one, you will immediately see the oneness around. Now you know the
language of one. The language of duality or many has vanished. Novice is no more.
Madhouse is no more. The nightmare is no more. You are silent. In such a silence you begin to dissolve, bit by bit into the vastness of the existence. Also you can fall in tune with the pulse of the universe and the cosmos. This is the second step of meditation
(http://tinyurl.com/yfdjyvz)

I warmly recommend these two short publications on meditation techniches
Meditations Times March issue 2
Meditations Times April issue

Here for the rest of the resources.
http://www.youtube.com/TAOSHOBUDDHA01
www.SCRIBD.COM/TAOSHOBUDDHA
http://www.taoshobuddhameditations.com

ET disclosure - Comments on David Wilcox

2009-12-04T20:14:00.000-08:00

Take this note is a self-reflectory exercise, inviting shared thoughts to the self-proclaimed new age prophets/thinkers out there.

There is no intent other than finding truth, which at the moment is more kaleidoscopic, than perhaps any other moment in history.

I am told that Majestic now feels ET disclosure is a necessity in order to not have the world spiral completely out of control. David Wilcox

Recently, in the virtual consciousness the internet is, some speculation has dawned that within ½ year the nature of extraterrestrial contact will be unveiled (click here). Here David Wilcox's version:

..the changes we are going through have nothing to do with, and will not involve, any of the following fear-porn scenarios so flagrantly and naively trumpeted on the Internet as if they were imminent facts:
Government and/or Illuminati takeover of the workings of society, creating a draconian, totalitarian and brutal state of martial law;
Mass death, either through natural or manmade viruses, tainted vaccines, government 'death camps,' engineered starvation, et cetera;
Collapse of civilization to a pre-industrial state through economic implosion, sudden wars, power grid failures, terrorist attacks, et cetera;
Epic earth changes that erase most life from the Earth as we now know it -- pole shift, solar flares, tsunamis, et cetera, perhaps in 2012;
Evil extraterrestrials who either pose as good guys first, or simply come in swinging right away -- with an attack vastly worse than 9/11.
The real story is far more interesting -- and has a much happier ending -- than these toxic, fear-drenched viewpoints. The very controllers who are causing all the problems on the planet may very well WANT you to believe these things are all about to happen, but that doesn't mean they will. More on that later.
Disclosure is a lot cooler than just finding out we have human brothers and sisters, not born on Earth, with super-advanced technology -- beings who can levitate, read minds and travel through time and space. There are beings very much more evolved and advanced than those flying around in UFOs, who have long since outgrown the need for any type of mechanized travel.
It is unclear how quickly we will get to that level of understanding if/when a formal disclosure actually occurs -- as it is a much deeper layer of the mystery.

..to follow a new article out which he suggests is his best work: see here.

He also has a Sci Fi documentary comming out 2012 Enigma: Blueprints for a Golden Age here a trailer

Wilcox is allright but I have an intuitive alarm go off for some reason. It's not uniformly because David has many good insights (oneness, radiating love, how the power structures are designed, stargate technology and so on).

I will walk through some of his most recent exclamations and add some commentary. Where there are questions the comments are taken from a radio show.

WE ARE ALREADY GOING THROUGH THE WORST OF THE PROPHECIES RIGHT NOW

George Noory GN: Well, do you think we’re in the Apocalypse now, David?
DW: Absolutely. I think that what’s happening right now is the fulfillment of the biblical prophecy. In fact, if you actually go into the Law of One, what the Law of One says is that the battle of Armageddon is this battle between positive and negative ETs that’s actually been fought since before Christianity came on the scene.
They actually are saying the battle of Armageddon has been fought for 2300 years now.
In terms of a 75,000-year cycle, Jesus kind of showed up at the last minute. [His mission was] to try to get everybody back on track and focus on a monotheistic vision rather than pantheism and polytheism, where you have the angelic beings seen as God rather than just as aspects of one infinite Creator.

There is something very precise in his rendering of the economical meltdown, but also perhaps some unneccessary gloom. The Apocalypse is exactly the possibility of tearing down the veil, destroying the old and building something new. We have to have that angle otherwise it just looks like there is no purpose. The foundations of the old system has to be removed to built a new cosmic temple ..?

You will stare into the face of the abyss. The darkest of all dark nights in human history. An economic catastrophe that seems so vast in scope it will appear there is no way out.
Yet, this is but the darkest hour before the dawn. You are witnessing a pivotal moment -- the lightning-fast breakdown of negative-elite structures that have held your people imprisoned and enslaved for so long.
The people will rise up and create sweeping economic reforms on a massive scale most would have considered unthinkable. There will be great assistance from an international coalition of countries who are directly opposed to the corrupt New World Order system.
Much of this toxic international Ponzi scheme will fall apart practically overnight. Those most responsible for the problems will experience major upheavals, loss of prestige and power, and will be literally brought to their knees.
In their final death throes they will make attempts to harm or destroy a substantial amount of the world's population. These efforts will fail, because Management will not allow them to infringe any more than humanity's collective free will allows them to.
And humanity's collective free will is not inviting a mass, genocidal die-off.
The negative elite can see this upheaval coming. They are absolutely terrified of what will manifest in their own immediate futures when it occurs. It is unstoppable. They know this.
They want to convince themselves they are managing and controlling it, even while seeing blatant signs it is much bigger than they are.
They believe such chaotic upheavals will happen to everyone, but this will not be the case. The positive effects this will have for the average person are nothing short of miraculous.
These changes also pave the way for, or are accompanied by, a much more formal realization that we are not alone in the Universe.
With the collapse of the secrecy and financing of the corrupt factions comes the release of new energy technology that can dramatically transform the biosphere and the quality of all life on Earth within a reasonable timeframe.
The stunning advance in knowledge and truth will create an incredible spiritual renaissance in humanity -- an explosion of new seekers who know the truth and wish to understand the deepest questions: Who are we, why are we here, and where are we going.

..its notoriously difficult not to note small inconsistencies in his appearance - perhaps one should say that the remaining rajastic ego left is significantly smaller than people like Maharishi who started transcendental meditation and ended up living in a 500 room palace. He has to many poses for my liking and too much self-worship..

His remarks on fear as well are deepfelt none the less:

... the fear that is created is not the end of the story -- it is, more importantly, a trigger for our mass awakening.
The fear we have experienced, and are all experiencing to varying degrees, breaks down the complacency that has kept us in a static, miserable, lonely and depressing state of being -- and renews a sense of the mysterious, the unknown, and the magical.

Its not fair, but once I start unveiling his music and self-image this is where the integrity becomes more questionable. This is not the work of a true gifted artist, or an ego-less sage like the ancients. Is Wilcox merely paraphrasing other spiritualists regarding the Apocalypse (i.e. unveiling)?

The self-promotion is very American - but one should expect the same in his analysis of the unfolding situation. Lets go a little deeper:

So yes... the Earth is designed to be a fear farm. Negative entities like the Anunnaki are manipulating the very top levels of the military-industrial complex to create a mass media system that keeps the 'farm' producing its number-one cash crop -- fear and anger.

If the negatives were not allowed to have this head start, there would be no incentive for them to participate in the Cosmic Plan.

Perhaps the point of undertanding the cosmic evolution as a plan unfolded by high intelligent ET "managing" Earth as basically a garden greenhouse is where Wilcox can be caught with the pants down.

GN: This overall impression of this prophetic dream that you had is telling you what?
DW: There is a sequence of events that is about to unfold on this planet which will at first appear to be the most horrific economic vomiting we’ve ever seen. It is a sequence of events that is so terrifying that the insiders believe America is going to collapse into total anarchy, cannibalism, and violence.
That is actually what they believe. I do not believe this, but I’m telling you what I’m hearing.
They are absolutely in a massive panic. It is red alarm, full five-alarm fire, top alert -- and it’s not being talked about in the media at all.
But what is really going on is that their grip on control is about to be broken. The Federal Reserve is in the process of being dismantled. That’s why we need to get the dollar out of the global reserve currency system. That is part and parcel of the breaking of the back of the Federal Reserve.

He contradicts himself and has a range of structural inconsistencies:

The real 'Big Picture' is that our planet is being managed by very highly evolved entities -- who have the power to move entire solar systems around almost as easily as we drag and drop files on a computer.
These entities, such as the author of the Law of One series known as Ra, say they are involved in "the management and transfer of planetary populations."

On one side he claims evolution is cosmically managed (to a certain level so things do not spiral out of hand), by these higher forms of consciousness. On the ground this is messed up by "reptillians"..

One of the biggest insider secrets is how much 'tinkering' from different groups has combined to create the human bodies we have today. The first race to do this was the so-called Anunnaki, who can range from 8 to 15 feet tall and have evolved into human bodies from a reptilian-based heritage. Their skin does not have scales -- only many small, fine dots like the skin on a lizard's belly, according to Major Robert Dean.

But if the highly evolved consciousness "RA" (which evidently was the name the egyptian super ego's, the high priest used for their solar God) how can this tinkering occur? How can they create a moon which he implies and then slip in the banana peal by having lizards interbreeding.

Wilcox is implicating a very post-modern spiritualist hypothesis which is that some subjective creatorial God is visiting Earth through a ET principle. Almost ready for Hollywood (which isn't a bad thing of course). What if the truth is much more complex, yet fairly simple: what if every part of the cosmos is repeated within us when we go through 2012 ? What if the differences in human DNA technology is simply the different influences from various constallations on the sky in the cosmic evolution. What if God and ET is the other way: in the atom? That our cosmic birth is simply the death of transcendental ego which the "dark alliance" is. That the destruction/rebirth cycle is the introduction into eternity which is not "space travel" but on the contrary travel into infinity in the point in our selves?

DW: My personal favorite of all the various forms of divination is dreams. I think that we, as a general rule, are wasting a tremendous amount of useful information.
In fact, I propose that every dream you have is like a treasure chest filled with wonder from your higher self. If you can go in and remember your dreams, then the key is to write them down, document them, and study them with the understanding that every symbol, every character, every situation, every environment, is yourself.

This makes me think about how the ancient Indian sages commented on loosing the subconscious in full integration with the the supreme Godhead which is above cosmic-consciousness. Dreams are not necessary as the subconscious is lost and the mind act as a full mirror of the divine eternal Self, the Absolute. The problem for Wilcox is perhaps that he confuses his dreams with truth - its a reflection.

SAGE: My question is: I had read a book by Barbara Hand Clow, and towards the end of the book, she was talking about what you had just said earlier, about us being under quarantine, about our planet being under quarantine?
DW: Mm-hm.
SAGE: And she was talking to the effect that coming up to 2012, depending on events that take place here on our planet, that the quarantine could possibly be lifted.
DW: Yeah. You have to understand that there absolutely is going to be a shift, at which time there will be much more galactic diplomacy than there is now.
I do think, though, that it’s also important to point out that, as the Earth moves into what the Law of One and other sources refer to as “Fourth Density”, there is going to be a prolonged period in which the planet is positive in nature, exclusively, and it will not permit those of negative orientation to be here.
[In fact, once a planet shifts to 4D positive, it never again will host negatively polarized entities on its surface for incarnation.]
Now, it’s my understanding that the reason why they’re kept out is because there are going to be people who are basically fighting on the front lines to make sure they don’t get in.
Whether that means the quarantine will still be in place or not, I don’t know. I think it’s different than the quarantine, though, because the quarantine basically keeps everybody out. So I think this is going to be more like a battle that’s going to be fought to basically stop these guys from getting in.

Whether that means the quarantine will still be in place or not, I don’t know. I think it’s different than the quarantine, though, because the quarantine basically keeps everybody out. So I think this is going to be more like a battle that’s going to be fought to basically stop these guys from getting in.

[The Law of One series explains that only a small number of the strongest members of our society will be engaged in these battles, and they rotate periodically becase the work is very draining, even lethal. They help protect everyone else and give them a good life. I have been trained for this work in many dreams, some of which can be found in our archives. It very much is a battle involving the use of light as a weapon, telekinesis, et cetera -- like a postmodern samurai fight.]

I have had similar dreams but am very unsure of their true reflection. I suspect it has more to do with the Underworld - a theme completely unexplored in Wilcox ET focused work. It very much seems that what the ancients called the Underworlds, the different rings of Hell, the black hole etc Wilcox determines as something technological and physical. A matter of words it seems but these interpretations seem very influenced by intellectual submergings and subconscious impressions.

Perhaps there is ET out there with technology visiting Earth and highly likely we will indeed experience some encounter in 2010 - but its more likely that enlightened Beings being able to travel would not interfere with a cosmic evolution which is driven by far other forces, ego-less, super intelligent, allknowing, all potent. The confrontation is metaphysical as well as physical. However the main process of this whole change is looking inward healing the Self and then healing the immediate surroundings. This process is the real change of the dark masters that had Earth in a lock grip - the new magic spiritual ("Harry Potter") magi children of the Earth notoriously fighting with the shadow.

Namaste

Open Your Eyes: The Sacred Cow

2009-12-03T17:50:00.000-08:00

There's profound change occurring in the local cosmos at present. Well aware that the Unveiling (which is the Apocalypse) is ALL about healing understand the following vision that came today.

The bigger the animal the more effect it has vibrating its radiant beauty and bliss out in the worlds. The more fear and lack of love we give it, the more radiant fear it creates.

Cows in India are sacred for a special purpose. An ancient, ancient wisdom.

Question: Why were the whales slaughtered almost parallel with the worlds sacred plains turned into cattle grassing fields (to be slaughtered for the starving murdering armies of the world)?

A cow has large mass it heals by simply being accepted.

When we offer gigantic herds of animals as cows, holocaust like conditions, remove them from their mother when just born, they create fear. A negative environment, a dis-resonant earth.

You need to watch this stuff in full and grasp the magnitude of this which is much more profound than the average blob has any clue of.

Healing them, heals the world. Often healing animals are far easier because they have no ego.

Ask yourself: Why the massive holocaust and elongation of suffering - isn't this animal torture exactly parallel with our own spiritual suffering? When we heal them... we heal ourselves..

The most sinister way to repackage the slaughter is through giving it a Disney-surface. Satanic is just a word that doesn't cover the scale of the illusionism - its the way it works, veiling the profound wisdom with ignorant reversing mechanisms.

When children learn to love Mc Donalds (notoriously hated in the Simpsons) the learn to destroy and create hate .. a vicious circle. Consume and spread negative vibes in ignorance.

The shear momentum of confronting people with content behind the surface is that they have to take responsibility. No one walking into McDonalds or Subway would willingly murder a cow like shown here.

Confront the actual substance behind your actions. And spread the word and consciousness - an effective form of change and healing in the Universe.

Im going healing two farms tomorrow - please join if your can get a hold of a cow or an animal near you. They enjoy presence and thought very much.

Healing literature

2009-12-01T15:11:00.000-08:00

After starring at the moon and Jupiter for an hour today it is my joy to discover this site Exotic india which features a wide variety of Indian and Tibetan literature on healing.

For example According to Romio Shrestha "The Medicine Buddha is our complete spiritual apothecary. To discover the healing force within our being is to enter the paradise of the 'master of remedies.'" In other words this paradise lies within our own selves, only a conditioning of the mind is required to identify it and partake of its pleasures. Romio Shrestha further says: "Our body has the capacity to cure itself of any ailment. Every plant, every herb, every remedy has its counterpart within the subtle essences of the human body." (link)

And this article explaining the nature of Namaste as a greeting.

The word nama is split into two, na and ma. Na signifies negation and ma represents mine. The meaning would then be 'not mine'. The import being that the individual soul belongs entirely to the Supreme soul, which is identified as residing in the individual towards whom the namaste is directed. Indeed there is nothing that the soul can claim as its own. Namaste is thus the necessary rejection of 'I' and the associated phenomena of egotism. It is said that 'ma' in nama means death (spiritual), and when this is negated (na-ma), it signifies immortality.
The whole action of namaste unfolds itself at three levels: mental, physical, and verbal.
It starts with a mental submission. This submission is in the spirit of total surrender of the self. This is parallel to the devotion one expresses before a chosen deity, also known as bhakti. The devotee who thus venerates with complete self-surrender is believed to partake the merits or qualities of the person or deity before whom he performs this submission. There is a prescription in the ancient texts known as Agamas that the worshipper of a deity must first become divine himself, for otherwise worship as a transaction would become invalid. A transaction can only be between equals, between individuals who share some details in common. Hence by performing namaste before an individual we recognize the divine spark in him. Further by facilitating our partaking of these divine qualities, namaste makes us aware of these very characteristics residing within our own selves. Simply put, namaste intimates the following:
'The God in me greets the God in you
The Spirit in me meets the same Spirit in you'
In other words, it recognizes the equality of all, and pays honor to the sacredness of all. (link)

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9th Gateway - wintersolstice

2009-11-29T15:12:00.000-08:00

To my joy discovered the site of Dan Sewell Ward full of good essays and important themes for healing and the spiritualist. In fact it is perhaps one of the best spiritual sites out there? He refers to a good piece on Polanski's The Ninth Gateread as a piece of symbollistic qabalistic art: from brilliant Laurel Whitney's Tarok/Qabbalist (Commentaries) - hereby is recommended in its full length. Especially descriptions of the 8th and 9th gate are good I'm very interested in your comments on this. Here about the fifth gate and tridents,

Why does the figure of Death hold a trident instead of the traditional scythe? The function of the Indian god Shiva, that of transformation, has already been covered in the description of the related function of Scorpio. The symbolic figure of the devil also wields a trident-shaped 'pitchfork', though no one seems to have much insight into *why*, beyond its obvious use as a weapon with which to torment 'sinners'. But the symbolism of trident-wielding Neptune can shed some light on this. The Roman god Neptune commanded the water realm which is symbolically the realm of feeling. However, he was not associated with small bodies of water which might be compared to the feeling nature of the ego, but was the ruler of the vast, undivided expanse of the oceans symbolizing the Soul's Transcendent Higher Feeling realm in which the Soul recognizes no boundaries.
Astrological Neptune represents the ideal Spiritual energies of the Soul. Once you have made the return trip which unites ego with Soul, you are aware of the world as the Soul perceives it and this is the only proper context in which the transcendent energies of Neptune express themselves in an entirely positive way. 'Below' the Veil of Paroketh, before the ego becomes consciously aware of the Soul, the ego believes itself to be the ultimate master and interprets the visions of Neptune as if they were intended for itself. This is a delusion which brings nothing but disaster.
>The Soul knows itself to be connected to all other Souls and knowing this, sees all other human beings as spiritual equals. The ego, catching a glimpse of the ideal Neptunian vision, yet believing itself to be separate and apart from all other selves, appropriates the divine message as if it applied to itself alone and translates it as Balkan does:

"I alone have grasped the secret. I alone have fathomed the Master’s grand design. I alone am worthy to enjoy the fruits of that discovery: absolute power to determine my own destiny... I am invulnerable! I am invincible! I can float on air, walk on water! Behold, I plunge my hands in fire - I feel no heat. It's miraculous! I feel nothing, nothing at all!"
The film showed us just how well this delusion worked out for him.

Here Balkan demonstrates what is known as 'satanic pride' -- the Neptunian vision of the Soul subverted to serve the lower instincts and power drive of the lower mind and ego. The symbolic figure of the devil, representing unevolved, debased humanity, is usually red, the vibratory color of the lowest human energy, that of the animal instincts. It has cloven hooves, horns, and a tail, and clutches the trident of Neptune but, not being even fully human in its development, doesn't allow this transcendent energy to draw it 'up' the Tree in the direction of full humanity and union with Soul. Instead it deludes itself that Neptune's powers are its own, and attempts to use them to satisfy its animal appetites and instinctive drive for power. Only the repeated experience of disillusionment and destructive consequences can break the negative Neptunian spell and convince a 'devilish' human that he is *not* the personal equal of God.

and that...

To return to the Fifth Gate, only the individual himself can know when the sands of satisfaction with materialism have completely run out. At that moment, he will stop seeing reflected back to him in the watery barrier of Paroketh the vision of his own continuing desire for material riches and possessions that only serve to feed the vanity of his ego. Once he is no longer dominated by the illusive ego desires which would draw him 'downward' on the Tree, he is free to be inspired by the true vision of Neptune. He can then direct the same powerful will that was once devoted to material goals towards the attainment of spiritual goals, until the Love of the Soul ultimately draws him 'upward' into a union of ego with Soul at the central balance point of the Tree at Tiphareth.
For those like Balkan who are still entranced by the illusion that material power and possessions can provide ultimate satisfaction, as in the AT version, the sand is still in the upper chamber of the hourglass and the death/transformation of the lower mind/ego which leads to ultimate union with the Soul will have to wait until this negative Neptunian spell which deludes the ego is broken. Appropriately enough, in the Latin phrase assigned to the Fifth Gate, the word 'frustra' can also be translated as 'deceived'. http://www.halexandria.org/dward900.htm

The process is unfolding right now. Somehow it is all connected to a kind of portal into 2010. The underworld theme being a resonator. Check out her note on John's Revelations too.

The Healing Machine

2009-11-22T10:24:00.000-08:00

I have cleaned out the stables to day personally and on this site and will try to let you in on why. Yesterday I took Amazonas medicine and to make an understatement it had a profound effect on my smile and well-being.

First up: I can't believe how much I have changed during the last 2½ months. I had so many demons and bad spirits that the first 5-6 min was a purifying purge. Miles of monsters. Never have I seen so many flying Hieronymus Bosch demons before - though trying not to pay too much attention. Finally arriving in a semi-bliss state of vibrating with the source. Maybe its the locality here with a bad past. I'm in coutryside surrounded by some farms and a fjord in Scandinavia, but I suspect it also has something to do with the times, these months.

This trip for me was not so much about gaining insight into phenomena as it became just healing up my immediate surroundings. My self, my dogs, some cats and the house and dirt here. The Earth is quite responsive to our frequencies. I had to be reminded that matter and its connected consciousness is basically a frequency - this is my topic today.

When we heal, we emit the light frequency of our source into matter. It is the vibratory frequency in which ALL things in the connected Universe swing into harmony, in which it attains a state of bliss and creative ecstasy. We can also call healing love, it doesn't really matter. The more connected the better transfer to all the circulating electrons in the body of harmony of the source, of eternity.

What is happening right now is that we are in the centre of a world totally disconnected which non-resonating frequencies. Very few places are left with good vibes.. as the Hippies so rightly called it (ZION..).

The fall of man started with people who couldn't accept the demise into ignorance and hence tried to guide the ignorant masses into worship under more structural forms which again led to even more ignorance. Obelisks, intellectualism, sex-magic, square architecture, contemporary art, ignorant spiritualism (religions.. especially the old testament coming out of Egypt), "modern science", technology and so on and on all lead in varying degrees to more ignorance and further dis-vibratory frequencies. Rome, the western cultures birthplace (Greek renaissance 1.0 with full-on symbolic democracy, pederasty and orgies), is a literal hell-hole with obelisks (link to the complete list). No wonder the Vactican has its own. Paris, London all have their share built into the grid resonating controlling disharmony.

The world is a string that resonates, but if the trillions of molecules the string is made up starts to fall out of vibration the string stops vibrating. The whales for example were the ancient healers with their enormous mass - making the Earth resonate in a creative bliss. Look at the history of nihilism and you will find it going parallel with the killing of the oceans whales. Likewise with the increasing industrialisation, opposite proportional - whales went into profits (of nothing). Currently the holy cows are being slaughtered and sold as burgers. Animals frightened so they cant radiate like in India. We feel disharmony as emptiness and a total lack of love. Love is the eternal fire of suns that radiate self-sacrifice out to us in the primordial cold so that new life can exist (the hot centre of the Earth is yet another Christian reversal - Hell - down there is actually healing - its not hell).

This weekends restart of the LHC accelerator - a project much about spreading, not a black hole, but bad vibratory frequencies that will decimate those of the egyptian obelisks (think the Washington monument) to lego block size. If they are not stuck by accident again the dis-resonance will be felt on the whole Earth and maybe release the overspill needed to drive all systems on Earth apart. Wonder why the "planned pandemics", the financial abyss and the wars haven't played out maybe the LHC plays a part. The primordial glue that ties all things together is difficult to break. It's easy to counteract with healing - but because they built it as a machine in iron supranatural forces have a hard play making "accidents". Ego-man has pretty solid control over machines following natural laws.

One problem for post-modern man is getting caught in a symbolic realm of non-sense. Fiction refers to itself if treated as symbolic only. Much like contemporary art, poetry and literature refers to itself, in separation from the source. Through separation we lack the resonating mechanisms of the machine the Universe is. The awakening is through the body as much as it is through the fall of ego, the higher mind.

The ego apple of ignorance

2009-11-18T07:05:00.000-08:00

This is perhaps the most interesting revelation of how reversals are inherent in the Biblical history. What the apple symbolise: the entry into ignorance (through "knowledge" of the separate "I" - ego) - NOT into knowledge. This first lie, that man is ego (Adam, respectively Eve) of the bible is what turns it into a account of reversing images.The egyptian version of the fall of man is Osiris strapping on in full fronted oedipal conflict through his mother Iris ressurrection of his dead body (changed into her "husbands"). The red Ra-bull dot on her head eventually lost its meaning but first it was symbolising the sun carried over the sky by a bull (compare todays energy drink "red bull" as something that boost ego/body). With the image of the primordial red apple in Eden isn't it a strange coincidence - this red dot first introduced followed by what we have today - a ultimate complete cycles of reversals? (Money is love..)

Look at the history of the red dot from cosmic significance and to modern fiction.

.. a red "REC" (recording abstraction) dot commonly refers to ego as the evil eye (think HAL 9000 in 2001 a Spaceodyssey (Clarke), Auto in Wall-E, Sauron's evil eye in Lord of the Rings (Tolkien), the red eye of Terminator, in HGTTG, The Box, etc etc). It's a recurrent theme - nevertheless people keep getting the wrong idea.

On the way to Jupiter..
Killing and protecting..

sometimes the "red blod line" is another way of expressing, a magic genetic trait - but paired up with ego all the same. When Moses parted the sea's/see it was in a way trying to separate ego from the Isralite's..

there are many variants of the evil eye.. here one from underground..
and so on and on

So what is the evil eye? Its the inability of seeing the world through anything else than ego. Ego is a side product of the universe developing an abstract self-observation. The Egyptians were notorious morons building healing stones into tombstones for their giant egos. But: the most dangerous ego comes after a beginning awakening.

.. lost knowledge.. reversals

Jupiter is the ancient mental state of bliss - the larger Universal self - where we see not limitation or separation of our being in the Universe.

HAL 9000 has a line that goes: "Hallo Dave!" This is oddly a reversal of "Eve"

2010: reversed OI-OZ or liberally IO-OZ.. dualities of "I" and "O".. man and woman. So we see the primordial woman turned into a man. Primordial man IS the mindset of a woman ... caring, loving etc for her own creation!

Wall-E: after 700 years after doing what he was built for.. he'll discover what he was meant for...

"Hello Dave" .. in reverse.. Hello.. Eva(d).. eeeeewha... eeeeewa! Ego-Man and ego-woman brings back the cosmic mankind-

A red spinner "E" for ego and turned as "M" in red dot Mars.. ego is the robot... piles of iron (remember it..)

Picking an abstract apple...

The garden of Eden.. I'den .. (Iden is the Jovian/Iovian feast) .. ID is freudian for primary nature

Apples of knowledge - not really.. theyre apples of ignorance.. man started to eat instead of fasting because it pleased the senses---

.. the cradle of civilisation .. Iraq and

..Aryan... Iran.. Iron
Fictive nukes of the "chosen" people's choice Look at the misile shape and it particular "I" resonating form.. and this illustration that points the centre of action to be Iran (WW3?)
Iron ...is.. Mars (physcially and in symbols).. ego's resting place cosmically (why do NASAthey want to go to Mars...)
Mars is: Male - war - stength .. and when these principle are not used in the female spirit of caring for everything as your own Being Mars becomes ignorance (Orwell has a saying: Strength through ignorance)
This red dot in the sky is merely the red apple, the fruit of the tree/3 of ignorance..

.. the sweet taste of 3-dimensional senses...

God is no image of course.. no creator .. She is the eternally creating. .. in you ..in All .. She IS paradise! IN YOU

Jupiter and 2012

2009-11-13T10:45:00.000-08:00

Deliberately or not, the preimere date yesterday has a definite odd combo: friday the 13th on a Jupiter celebration date of the romans.

In Roman festivals, the Epulum Jovis was a sumptuous feast offered to Jupiter on November 13. It was celebrated during the Ludi Romani and the Ludi plebeii (Plebian Games). The gods were formally invited, and attended; for the statues were brought in rich beds, furnished with soft pillows, called pulvinaria.

No doubt that whats about to happen is a fall of an empire, distinctively roman in its indulgence in money, mecenary armies and expansion financing. This is really the subconscious resonating mechanism in the movie hence "the end of the world".

This might have been done before - but I cant get tired watching it. With the sign for Jupiter being the alchemical glyph

.."2012" reversed is "Jupiter-OZ".. Jupiter consciousness. No news there except perhaps how its encoded into signs of whats premiering today - suggesting somehow that things are reversed in that movie compared to Oz-consciousness..

Not so strange that anti-No land Oz-stralia/Australia has a red sacred rock in its middle. What is so important about OZ-land in reality? It has summer solstice in Dec 2012 almost in zenith 11:11 but perhaps there is another reason.

Another favorite is how Wo-man reversed is Om-man: That somehow the primordial being is the Ohm - man, reversed into the woman of the current age (maybe think Sarah Jessica Parker or something...).